es que me vuelves loco
so. i cleaned out my room entirely today.
i have a bunch of fall/winter clothes that i haven’t seen in awhile and for some reason, seeing them again hit me really hard.
the alice in wonderland outfit i wore to my kind of 19th birthday party, which lasted three days. aasa and the coincidental afterparty with jesus and final friday and fantasy and everything.
the grey and white striped sweater i was wearing when i met juan and everyone. still with the ‘admission fee’. when we stayed up all night dancing to ven bailalo. missing the door that one time.
the pants i wore to arabian night. hookah and henna and alprazolam. that game rule where you make out.
the black lace top i only wore once before it got ruined with gum one amazing night. driving home at 5 in the morning through the country.
“saudade é arrumar o quarto do filho que já morreu.”
